A mind at constant war
Makes a ballad of a twisted score.
Extinguished hopes of a fluttered away dream
Deep within a crying scream.
Once sure and full of hope
Now avalanching down this rocky slope.
Lost amongst the overgrowth of my subconscious
The constant torment makes me nauseous,
Lying awake choosing the words
That trying to speak turns to curds.
So now I sit and wait
Only time knows my minds final fate.
Stars abide these wake-ful nights
Grasping now my sanity fights,
While seasoned storms invade my mind
For telling words I try to find,
Here I shall honour and obey
From winters dawn till summers day
A daily promise to hold as proof
To be for you the living truth,
Now it's clear for all to know
For hence this moment my heart I do show
As loving sacrament I hereby face
Longing to end this tortured chase,
I swear to tame stars in heavens above
No less could I ever do for your love
Not saying this would be a-miss
While I sit and wait for a kiss.
Spoken
How can I say words not yet spoken
When breaking silence can make hearts so broken
All hope in this bitter sweet chance
With either angels or demons I shall dance
For these words I dare not say
Are the same that keep me going everyday
For something that I so despise
I hope this feeling never dies
As I would rather be damned with this pain
Than never have love run through my vain
So I shall sit and watch the moon
Hoping upon its gaze you look soon
Because then for one moment you will know true
The beauty I see glowing from you.
Just as the petal misses the sun in winter's snow
I wait to break through the layer for love to show
The arrow of love has pierced my chest
Not blood but liquid love stains my vest
Just as cupid's hands pluck the apple of my heart
This feeling is one I wish to never depart
For many nights I sit and wait
Dreaming of a kiss and its fate
Just as moonlight glistens in my eye
I hope you to look towards the sky
The guiding beacon for us to tell
Of this love the poison of cupids spell
Warm glow from candle light
Guides lovers' way through the night
Velvet curtains flicker and dance
As if a goblin caught in a prance
Naked bodies meet and touch
There is a pleasure that's so great so much
Passionate meet from eye to eye
Shows a love that will never die
A kiss so longing and so deep
Would wake any snow white from their sleep
Love temptress fingers grasp my heart
From my mouth comes written art
A fair tale for the one i love
With skin pale as a dove
Lips of rubies filed with blood
A love started from childhood
Pristine laugh and joyous smile
Cover her face while i die awhile
Feelings i don't understand
Now her finger bares a golden band
A tear cried for every grain of sand
For my love
My dove
Can never know true
How i really feel about you
A single rose with a note to tell
Of a way to cast loves great spell
Which Romeo wrote such beauty?
From times of romances true duty
No name but a only a kiss
Something no romantic can go amiss
A pounding heart skips a beat
Will this be the one to sweep them of their feet?
Excited cheeks rush with red
Could they get a second best bed
For cupids eyes have found this pair
The arrow of love they now share
Like the blossom bloomed of the new day
If our love will survive i cannot say
For what light is light if loves denied
A lover's heart should never have to hide
I leave a sun kissed rose of morning dew
To say the message i love you
Walking by hand in hand
Takes me to my promised land
For here i do not feel the pain of days
But the joys of hope in many ways
Cruel twist of fate has made you dead
And my cursed grave is my wedding bed
You will never age in my mind
A new love i shall never find
For i wait for death to take me too
And finally bring me back to you
A mind at constant war
Makes a ballad of a twisted score.
Extinguished hopes of a fluttered away dream
Deep within a crying scream.
Once sure and full of hope
Now avalanching down this rocky slope.
Lost amongst the overgrowth of my subconscious
The constant torment makes me nauseous,
Lying awake choosing the words
That trying to speak turns to curds.
So now I sit and wait
Only time knows my minds final fate.
Stars abide these wake-ful nights
Grasping now my sanity fights,
While seasoned storms invade my mind
For telling words I try to find,
Here I shall honour and obey
From winters dawn till summers day
A daily promise to hold as proof
To be for you the living truth,
Now it's clear for all to know
For hence this moment my heart I do show
As loving sacrament I hereby face
Longing to end this tortured chase,
I swear to tame stars in heavens above
No less could I ever do for your love
Not saying this would be a-miss
While I sit and wait for a kiss.
Spoken
How can I say words not yet spoken
When breaking silence can make hearts so broken
All hope in this bitter sweet chance
With either angels or demons I shall dance
For these words I dare not say
Are the same that keep me going everyday
For something that I so despise
I hope this feeling never dies
As I would rather be damned with this pain
Than never have love run through my vain
So I shall sit and watch the moon
Hoping upon its gaze you look soon
Because then for one moment you will know true
The beauty I see glowing from you.
Just as the petal misses the sun in winter's snow
I wait to break through the layer for love to show
The arrow of love has pierced my chest
Not blood but liquid love stains my vest
Just as cupid's hands pluck the apple of my heart
This feeling is one I wish to never depart
For many nights I sit and wait
Dreaming of a kiss and its fate
Just as moonlight glistens in my eye
I hope you to look towards the sky
The guiding beacon for us to tell
Of this love the poison of cupids spell
Warm glow from candle light
Guides lovers' way through the night
Velvet curtains flicker and dance
As if a goblin caught in a prance
Naked bodies meet and touch
There is a pleasure that's so great so much
Passionate meet from eye to eye
Shows a love that will never die
A kiss so longing and so deep
Would wake any snow white from their sleep
Tender Rose
Your scent is tender like a rose
With ruby lips I can't oppose
For every night I look up into the sky
For a reminder of you In the heavens high
With skin as pale as the moon
And eyes peaceful like birds at noon
Love's goblet is where I drink
Your love shall be my ink
My lips will forever be the pen
You make me the envoy of many men
For looking in your heart is my muse
Which lights our loves sparkling fuse
I give you my soul for ever to keep
Which you keep safe while loves sleep
Love temptress fingers grasp my heart
From my mouth comes written art
A fair tale for the one i love
With skin pale as a dove
Lips of rubies filed with blood
A love started from childhood
Pristine laugh and joyous smile
Cover her face while i die awhile
Feelings i don't understand
Now her finger bares a golden band
A tear cried for every grain of sand
For my love
My dove
Can never know true
How i really feel about you
A single rose with a note to tell
Of a way to cast loves great spell
Which Romeo wrote such beauty?
From times of romances true duty
No name but a only a kiss
Something no romantic can go amiss
A pounding heart skips a beat
Will this be the one to sweep them of their feet?
Excited cheeks rush with red
Could they get a second best bed
For cupids eyes have found this pair
The arrow of love they now share